Baby I’m home.
After all this time, after all these months of working for other people
Helping people to be themselves
Finally I found a way to gain from it
From all the work I’ve done from everything I have suffered from
A clear view
My past was intense
I have lived many lives already
In the same world
In the same body
How shall I ever explain this to someone else
Is this true spirituality?
I’m the one
The least religious, the least faithful
That finds such profound deepness within understanding life.
Am I seeing the broader world
The world that is bigger than I can see?
The world of infinity
Of endless life
I was dead
Yet I’m still alive
I was old, I was sick
No one could help me
I was in a dark place
I went into the light
But I came back out
And I was stronger
And better than ever before
I learned, I understood
First my heart
And now after years my head
It’s that simple.
Yet how will I ever be able to be with someone who doesn’t understand me?
This one person needs to understand this
what I am
what I have been
what I will be
But how understand it when it took me twenty one years to get it
It’s impossible to find faith and love in a human being to spend eternity with
I will be alone. Forever.
Copyright Text Picture Jasmin Türemis