Sunsets in my heart.

Why can’t I stop crying

Every single night

So many things

hurting

Thoughts

Moments

Memories

Imaginations

Everything feels real

Everything aches

Its too much

how am I to take it

 

Life is killing me

From the inside out

I cannot sleep

Nor can I stay awake

hovering in this space

Inbetween

Caught in emotions

that I am

Unable to deal with.

Poetry for the night…freedom or faith?

Sometimes I wander about

lost

in thoughts

feelings

space.

 

sometimes I wonder about

thoughts

feelings

freedom.

 

Sometimes I wander about

those empty lonely streets

look up at the facades

of all these houses

winding down the street

all dark and old

telling me nothing.

 

Sometimes I wander about

those roads that lead nowhere

look up at the sky

and see nothing.

 

Sometimes I wonder about

where I’m headed

or what is going to be next

Wonder whether my feelings

are guiding me

or misleading my path.

 

Sometimes I wonder about

this thing

called

freedom.